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January 4th, 2007

09:58 am i get butterflies Current Mood: giddy Current Music: cdc

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January 2nd, 2007

09:52 am - 07 dear world, or atleast people who take the time out to read my sad and boring life. i'm in love with the cutest and nicest boy in the world and he is the best and i want to spend the rest of my life with him :)♥. it's 2007. i'm not really opptimistic i guess, i mean i highly doubt anything's going to change this year; probably the same things over and over again. honestly to tell everyone the truth, i loved 8th grade. that was the best year of my life. i miss all the people that were involved in it, yes even ariana deluca whom i still hate because she was a major role in my 8th grade year, i mean after all i spent 50% of my time making fun of her, and torturing her. bitch deserve everything she got. fucking faggot i miss everyone that i used to talk too. i miss lara a lot, we always had the best jokes she always made me laugh constantly and even more in person. i swear on life that girl is the funniest not to mention sweetest girl in the world. i miss her a lot because we barley talk anymore. but overall i'm happy to have shared my 05-06 with her, i thank you lara for listening to me when i needed you and being there when i needed you and making me pee my pants for 7 hours straight in all our classes and our dumb jokes that only me and you and gonzales laughed at and we only understood. i'm in school right now, and i realized that they didn't block livejournal on these computers so i'm in the library and i'm on here because i have nothing better to do. break is over and i'm happy that i got a week off from school because i just wanted to mope around and not do anything like i always do and i miss my friends, especially my bestfriend gonzi♥ best girl in zeeeee world. i saw nick, john, andrew, and dan 3 times this week but i wanted to spend more time with nick. it makes me mad that they all go to walt whitman instead of smithhaven mall because i dilan, ofcourse have to live freaking 30 miles away from waltwhitman and 30 minutes away as well. sucks. i have some buisness to handle in huntington next time i go out there. i'm going to kick 3 girls ass's if i do see them. too bad they pussy out when i called them out. gfhdgkljdg;kl rahhhhh i hate girls. my science teacher asked me to join the science olympics because he thinks that i'm actually good at science and i can get somewhere in it. i said fine but i don't know if i can actually go through with it, i don't believe in my self at all with stuff like this because i know i won't study it, and i know i'll just procrastinate until the last day then get so frustrated that i'll give up. it's the typical way i handle things. fyi - i really am becomming to hate everyone in my grade because i think they're all retarded, seriously. not even kidding i think they all have the brain of 6th graders and they talk about the stupidest shit in the world that just doesn't make any sense and is completley pointless. they're vocabulary is horrible and so funny and entertaining for me to listen to because they actually think that they're amazing. newsflash people, YOU SUCK AT LIFE. the other day i found out that 87% of studies show that women who sleep more hours during each night/day, have a faster motabalism and gain less weight that women who don't get the regular needed sleep on a average night. me being a person who sleeps they're life away is obviously going to stay skinny forever ;] haha. it made me happy to know that i can eat and eat and eat and not gain anything as long as i keep sleeping. which i always will because it's fun and naps are good and i'm good at sleeping where ever i want :) yay p.s, anything i've ever said about my mom being the best mom in the world, and how much i love her i completely take back. she is an evil turkish/greek bitch who deserves to die and is ruiening my life every chance she gets. waaaaaaaaaah i hate her so much. god Current Location: schoooool ah Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: me, typing.

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December 19th, 2006

09:46 am everything's fine in my life now i guess. i mean i don't really go to school that often but whatever. i still get all the work done and hand it in even if it's 2 or 3 days late. who cares? it's still handed in. done. i have 2 A's right now in english and social studies which doesn't really surprise anyone including my parents or myself because i always get a's in that class. B's in science, D in math i'm not failing anything surprisingly. ok so my whole week was okay i guess. i do the same god damn thing everyday though. monday - wake up, go to school, come home, do home work help brother w/ homework go on the computer maybe if my dad decides to be somewhat decent. tuesday - same bullshit wednesday - sameee thursday - CLEANED MY ROOM :) and it's lookin pretty fuckin good i have to admit. it's all clean and orderly and my mom got me pouperri flowers and little leaves and they smell amazing and i put them in two spots in my room, ontop of my dresser and next to my alarm clock so when i wake up i smell something remotely nice. i guess friday - was supposed to go to the city to get either my tounge or my nose peirced. but as always people cancel plans so i'm screwed whatever people suck saturday - went to waltwhitman mall to meet up with nick and andrew and john, turns out they have a whole posse and there was a lot of other kids that i got introduced too. they're nice haha i like them. huntington boys are good, but on the other hand i'm going to fuck up some of the girls there. they brought it opon themselves. sunday - upstate from like 8 in the morning to like 1 in the afternoon. me and my mom stopped at my cousins house in wantaugh and me and her drove around she went to CVS to drop some pictures off for her senior art project. i did the usual, sit in the car, smoke my ciggarettes, drink my redbull and blast music. then we obnoxiously drove around massapequa and seaford and went to the westfeild mall, which by the way sucks because there's no good stores and the only good part is theres this one store that sells really nice sneakers and bapes and that's why i go ok hah. i need to get my mind clear off of boyssss _$+#%()_$*%$#_)+()_ i like so many of them but i can't have them all i'm talking to one boy in particular and he's the cutest thing in the world ;] <3%$_#)^_ ughhhhhhhhh shoot me Current Mood: okay Current Music: gunssss upupupp

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December 4th, 2006

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